Dedication

In my life the biggest problem is dedication. Have I ever been dedicated to anything. In general I don't think I've ever really tried to get anything that was difficult because in order to acheive difficult things dedication to acheivment is needed. I never really try, I just wait and see if things will happen for me. I guess I've always felt that giving up is easier than failing and that is why I lack dedication. This is furhter demonstrated by that fact that I've never really believed in anything. I have nothing to believe in and I have nothing to stand up for. There are so many things I said I wanted to do and I didn't do any of them, and why didn't I. Dedication.